Just Thinking

And No, it doesn't hurt!

I'm still trying to get all the things I need to send to Adam together. I just want him here already, I don't think there's anyone who doesn't know that by now. In so many ways Adam defines who I am, but I'm also so much more. Is it strange to think that way? I know I was someone before him and if occurs, I know I'll be someone after him. But...he's just so much of me. In a way I can't even begin to explain. So I wont try!

My mum was going through some of her things the other night. And she is indeed a hoarder. She keeps so much JUNK! Anyway, she came across these old photos from the 70s. My dad actually had hair. An Afro to be exact. Posing away. And then there were some pictures of my mum and dad together. When they were younger than Adam and I. They seemed so in love. And I wondered, were they ever like Adam and I. Did they too think that they'd be together forever. That they'd overcome every and anything? I just wonder, I've never been divorced and I'd never like to be. But I wonder who people get from the point of being so in love with someone to not wanting to be with them anymore. I truly hope that Adam and I don't end up disliking each other. Unable to have civil conversations. I hope that we'll both be willing to keep trying.

Anyway, my Dad is helping me with some of the visa things for Adam. So hopefully I'll have that ready to send off to Adam next week. Its so exciting!

Visa Issues

I swear, just when I start feeling like I've got all this visa stuff figured out, something comes along to pull the rug out. Seriously, why do they make it so diffcult to just be with the person you love??? I think Adam and I have waited long enough. I'm not going to be deterred though, I'm going to do anything and everything that I possibly can. I just wanna apply already, we've come so close to the finishing line, I don't want us to stumble. But I have found some great online forums which gives me great help and makes me feel less alone.
Thank goodness I have Adam, I'm just getting ready to call him. He should be home from work in a little. I just wish he was coming home to me already. Sometimes I give him such a hard time. But bless him, he takes it like a champ. He has this abilty to make he feel all better. Soothe my soul. And right now, he's just what I need.

Obama wins 2008 election

It certainly is a monumental occassion, congratulations to the Obama team and the many Americans who were brave enough and willing enough to vote for change.

On another note, Adam and I had a...disagreement...last night. I wouldn't call it an argument because he started going off like he does and I hung up the phone. I'm certainly not going to let myself get upset because he wants to act like a prick. So now I'm not talking to him...I wonder if he even knows this yet??? Anyway, I won't be calling him tonight. Long as I know nothings happened to him, I'm fine just getting my own space for a bit. Course, its more difficult to get him out of my head. But I'm trying.