First part involved Adam (though it wasn't Adam, if you get what I mean) asking me to marry him and showing me a selection of engagement rings (crap, i said no more about weddings). Which in itself isn't that important but later there was a riot of kinds and my first priority was to save the ring, even over saving my little brother who might have been in the riot. So i looked up rings.
Saturday, 20 January 2007
Dreeeeeam, Dream, Dream, Dreeeeeam
First part involved Adam (though it wasn't Adam, if you get what I mean) asking me to marry him and showing me a selection of engagement rings (crap, i said no more about weddings). Which in itself isn't that important but later there was a riot of kinds and my first priority was to save the ring, even over saving my little brother who might have been in the riot. So i looked up rings.
Thursday, 18 January 2007
ER starts in 15mins
Saturday, 13 January 2007
Oh Yeah Baby!!!
Oh Yeah Baby! Shag Me!
I'm giddy with excitment (and a wee bit of alcohol) right now, so you'll have to forgive the whole Austin Powers thing.
I just booked my ticket to Florida. I did it online cause it was so much cheaper, and I probably only did it today because I was tipsy (yeah right, drunk!) but you only live once. And I thought, screw whatever comes up, I miss my baby!
So next month I'll be in Florida.
Hopefully Adam will have a little time off so we can go places together. We really wanna go to St Augustine because its so pretty there and maybe GA but we'll have to wait and see.
And perhaps i'll get to meet some jlanders who live in Florida. That'll be nice. If you'd like to meet, let me know!
After my boredom entry yesterday I've realised I need to make my own fun. One thing I really enjoy doing but don't get to do much anymore is baking. I just love it and I love getting creative with icing. So i'm taking up baking again.
One thing I left off my list of ideal jobs to try was being a baker. I'd love to create cakes for weddings and christenings and just any other special day.
One day I want to take a course in baking and icing cakes. I'd love to make my own wedding cake, that'll take a lot of practise. But these days, it could be possible.
I'm not sure, at the moment its quite popular to go with lots of little fairy cakes to serve to guests and just one small cake which you can cut or keep for your 1st anniversary.
I've already chosen what type of cake topper I want for Adam and I. Traditionally people go with the bride and groom figures, but you can get really nice initial cake toppers. Just an intertwined A&S with crystal detailing.
Yes, I have been buying wedding magazines. Yes, I am looking forward to getting married, everything but the expense of it anyway.
Do you know people spend, on average at least £10,000 on their wedding. I couldn't believe it at first, but some venues charge up to £3,000 for the day and that doesn't include food or drink!
Everyone who comes to our wedding better like a buffet cause there's no way we could afford at sit-down, silver service wedding lunch. And they'd better bring their wallets if they wanna drink!
You know, i've gotten carried away. I blame the Rose on an empty stomach. But I didn't at all get drunk yesterday, so I should be allowed today!
Just wanted to let yall know that next month, i'll be getting busy. Goodbye Ann Summers and her Rabbit, hello Florida Sunshine and Florida Lovin'
Friday, 12 January 2007
Hump Day Friday
I'm bored.
Its Friday night and i'm home alone.
I'm all of our alerts and i'm tired of school work.
I wonder how many liqueur filled chocolates i'd have to eat before I started feeling any kind of buzzing effect. I'm all out of my Christmas alcohol. I think I have one bottle of Rolling Rock left and a bottle of Asti Martini. I'm saving the Asti for something a little more special than boredom and one RR isn't gonna get me very far.
I remember once when I was in FL with Adam's family we went to the teenage Sunday school service before Church. They were talking about alcohol and why people drink. I felt like such an alien and/or alcoholic when everyones answered resembled; "people drink to escape their problems" (that one might be true in my current case, i'm bored, that's my problem), "people drink to be popular", "people drink because they can't say no", "people drink because they're alcoholics". On my sheet, I pretty much had; "people drink because they like it...because they want to...because it tastes nice".
I know sometimes, a nice rosé can turn a crappy around, least for me.
I didn't share my answers with the rest of the class. I wouldn't at all say I have a drinking problem, I do think lot's of young people do though. Its called binge drinking, just getting as drunk as you can, as quick as you can. Perhaps when I was 17 I could have fit into that category (17 was my wild child years).
Now, well I don't go out as much. And I don't drink to get drunk. It can help you unwind and loosen up, but i'm always aware that it can make you do things you really shouldn't do. And i'm aware of how vunerable i'm making myself when i drink.
Still, I don't think i'd be opposed to being a little tipsy right now whilst spinning around on the dancefloor in killer heels, singing loudly to whatever the DJ is playing.
So my Friday night will consist of...(insert silence)...exactly this. At least until Adam gets home. So Friday starts my series of Hump Days, I just need to get over the weekend and back to the week days. Weekends I have no life, at least on the week days I have work! (holds head in hands in despair) What has my life come to!
If you get numerous alerts from me tonight, forgive me, yes things are that bad!
Thursday, 11 January 2007
Shopping High
Tuesday, 9 January 2007
All's Right In The World Of Sherms
Sunday, 7 January 2007
Love Never Gives Up
There are so many different versions of this, I just went with the first one google gave me. Love is patient, love is kind... |
Love is patient, and love is kind, |
Adam and I had a stupid fight tonight, guess that's what I get for talking about how great he is.
Sometimes we really don't understand each other.
I hurt him by not making him feel like i'm always on his side. And he hurt me by the way he chose to speak to me.
I'm trying really hard not to stay hurt and after refusing to cry myself to sleep, i signed on here. I think its helping.
I apologised for what I said and how I'd made him feel and explained that wasn't my intention. But it didn't seem to be enough for tonight.
But I don't think he understands how much what he said hurt me and even when i'm really angry I'd never speak to him like that.
I don't know, if we're lucky enough to have a tomorrow, maybe we'll sort it out.
But i'm trying really hard not to go to sleep upset.
Oh, I forgot a title!
Always be a first rate version of yourself, not a second rate version of someone else!
Adam got me the Danity Kane cd for Christmas so i'm overloading on it. When I was over there last summer i'd watch Making the Band 3 all the time, I know some people think it sad, but i got hooked. And since the album isn't out over here yet, Adam got it for me as part of my Christmas gift.
Things have been a little hectic around here recently, i've been working quite a bit and now I need to try and work as much as I can to earn money, but balance school as well. Don't suppose anyone ever said it'd be easy.
Honestly, working in retail sucks sometimes. Wanna know why, because of YOU!
Well, not you guys specifically, but customers who enjoy being rude or mean and knowing that as much as we want to we can't curse back at them. Boy I wish I could sometimes. I don't ask for much, just basic manners. Saying please & thank you and being patient.
Wednesday we have a visit from the managing director, she's just coming in to take a look at our stores operations because we've done really well recently and bagged our store a night on the town. Looking forward to that.
Its been expressed by some that you miss my drunken entries...oh, they seem like so long ago but really they weren't. I guess i'm trying to grow out of my good-time-girl phase. Not that I was ever "loose" or anything along those lines, but I guess since I didn't go out partyin all that often, when I did party, I partied hard. BUT, like I said, i'm trying to let that go. I'll still go out, because I do enjoy getting all dressed up and I LOVE dancing, but everything in moderation, right?
I have to say, we're a funny lot in journal land. Recently someone in jland has created a new journal, a private one, where they've taken down the smoke screen to their life. I have to say that it suprised me to think that this person i'd admired and believed to know, had a completely different life to the one they'd previous portrayed. I think we all sometimes pretend tobe something or someone we're not and it takes a lot of guts to be honest. To lay out your faults and mistakes and trust that people won't turn away from you.
In my last entry I said that i'd like to go back to Florida to visit Adam. I have to talk to my boss next week and hope I can get the time off, I've no more holidays until after April, but someone offered to cover my shift. Guess she's an old romantic too.
Its been a good few months since we've seen each other, at times it feels like years and others it feels like just yesterday. I'm missing him greatly and just a few days together would mean the world to us.
I won't pretend that everythings always smooth sailing between us, sometimes its really hard for no other reason than that we're apart. So any time together helps to strengthen our relationship. This July it'll be 3 years that we've been together (smiles, tries to hide girlie giggle). I know to yall that have been married longer than i've been alive, it doesn't seem like anything at all. Some people have probably had colds longer than we've been together, but its our longest relationship and it means something to us, so i'm excited.
I know, I can't get away from writing about Adam! lol!
Did I tell jland, i'm not sure if I did or not. When I originally found out I promised to keep it a secret and wait a few more months, but I guess I can tell you'll now. Its nice to end on good news.
Come this May, Nathan will have a new brother or sister. My brother and SIL are expecting their second child. I'm really excited and i'm gonna make sure that this time i'm here for the birth (When Nathan was born I was in FL because he came late and I couldn't change my flight).
Hope you're having a great weekend jland!
Love YOU!!!