All's Right In The World Of Sherms

 

I apologised.

He apologised.

I apologised again.

He apologised again.

 

Both of us wanting to take the blame for the situation.

 

He regretted the way he spoke to me.

I regretted the things I said.

 

He said he shouldn't have spoken to me like that.

And I said he wouldn't have if I didn't make him so mad.

 

And we went on like that for a while, each one of us wanting to take the blame.

 

Apparently he felt bad as soon as he hung up the phone and like me had a pretty crap day until we were able to talk and sort everything out.

 

I really hate falling out with him, I feel like my whole world is falling apart and I just feel so alone.

 

But we're never really mad at each other for long periods of time.

 

Sometimes when you're in the moment you just can't see anything else but how mad and hurt you are, but when you step out of it you realise how stupid the situation was.

 

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Yesterday was a pretty quiet day for me. I've a lot of school work to get through because this is exam season and I really need to work on my shorthand speed. I've really enjoyed learning it, but its going to be no good to me if i don't have the speed. So its all about practise.

 

I'm back to work tomorrow and its a pretty big day for us so i'll have to paint a smile on my face all day long. Usually i'm pretty happy at work, just so long as I don't have a stupid customer. Many of you said that if you worked in retail you might just loose it and give back to a customer just as well as they give. Ugh, you've no idea, sometimes I really do get the urge but I just have to walk away and hand the situation to a manager. Though sometimes I just smile sweetly and talk ever so nice and soft, i find that on the right customer, niceties in the face of rudeness really pisses them off.

 

Always forgive your enemies, nothing annoys them as much!

 

There are so many jobs that i'd love to have. To just experience. I'd love to be an airline stewardess (I think that's what they're called now), to travel is a dream. There are so many places to see. And they always look so glamorous, I love it. I know its hard work too, but I have to deal with difficult customers now, might as well be getting paid much more for it and get to see a bit of the world.

 

I'd also love to be a Crime Scene Investigator, yes, I got bit by the CSI bug. I think its so amazingly interesting, how they trace DNA and can take some tyre tracks and trace them back to a car and owner. I know in real life its not exactly like the show, but I'd still love to try it.

 

I don't know, I think most of us would change our career if only for a month. Just to try something different, something that you've always dreamed of doing before the real world took your life in a different direction.

 

Well, i've gotta get back to studying and cleaning. there are dishes down there with my name on them!

 

Love ya